It’s bound to happen… the pressure cooker explodes. “I am SO sick of getting beat up!,” but the real question is, what am I going to do about it? My only solution - I really need to write things down.
When I am rolling, I still regress to the few moves and few elements of a technique that I am most comfortable with. My memory fails me, and my progress moves like the continental drift. Every 100 years professionals can see some evidence of it’s existence. I still find many situations where I can’t really tell what’s happening around me, on top of me (in front of me and behind me I usually get), and Gary makes sure to let me know that until I stop panicking, I am always going to be just a couple of seconds too late. I am my own roadblock. A big part of my BJJ journey, though, is learning to be in control of myself; my body, my mind and my emotions. In relationships, even, how easy is it to get frustrated, mad, feel like giving the silent treatment? The more difficult route is to stay calm and use “I-Statements.” Ha. I have degrees in communication and psychology… but knowing and doing are two very different things. The easy route is to give in, but that is usually not the correct or beneficial path.
So here I am, at a point where there is no other way but to put in the hard work. I sat down one day and thought that I was just going to write down everything I know so far. Not a Chance! It took an hour to write down one escape that takes one minute and thirty seconds to explain in a youtube video. If a picture is worth a thousand words, how many for a video?
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